Alright I haven't been uploading any journals in like ages.
And god, I'm so annoyed right now because my computer KEEPS crashing THE WHOLE TIME. So now I'm just using my laptop but there's only one mayor problem:
I CANNOT DRAW ON THIS THING ;__;
Explanation: Only my computer and my brother's Macbook laptop has Photoshop, and we were unable to put it on more computers, because I don't even know why. Some kind of limit I guess. Second, my wacom tablet doesn't work well with this thing. God damn it now I can't work on a request ughhhhhh somebody really needs to slap me in the face :c

But anyway, the reason why I'm so inactive lately, is because my family is just killing my good moods, I'm struggling with friendships and at last; TUMBLR.
Seriously, Tumblr is addicting. I actually think I never should've made an account in the first place but whatever it's awesome.
Oh and; I KNOW IT'S LATE, BUT ABOUT TWILIGHT'S ALICORN THING; first I was like noooo and now I'm like get over it it're just wings.
But I don't like the fact that she is a PRINCESS now. For some reason I think it's just a little TOO much.. I mean, FOUR princesses?.. I mean, seriously. Princess Celestia and Luna should be the only princesses in my opinion but oh well. Lets just trust the writers, I guess? (like my friend and Tumblr said)

Next to this all; I'm going to Switzerland soon, because there's some kind of party of friends of my parents. They have this really cute son you know. But lets just not talk about that. But oh WOW SHIT THE LAST TIME I WROTE A JOURNAL IT WAS CHRISTMAS. THAT WAS REALLY A LONG TIME AGO.

Oh and by the way, my grandpa has died January 17th, and it has really been a tough time since then so yeah another reason why I've been so inactive. He had always been so nice and positive about things and I'm here like FUCK THIS FUCK THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT BECAUSE I SUUUCK < true story.

And to my surprise, the anime which's name has been familiar to me for like a really long time, and which I have started watching just a few days ago is actually really awesome. Just dear god, Ao No Exorcist should really be more famous. < MY OPINION
Oh god, I forgot to tell you guys that I went to Movie park Germany on April 26th with my school. And with that I mean the WHOLE school. It was seriously pretty cool and all. BUT FRIENDS OF MINE DIDN'T WANT TO GO IN A ROLLERCOASTER WHICH WOULD GO IN THE DARK AND WHICH I REALLY WANTED TO GO IN BUT THEY WERE JUST TOO SCARED BECAUSE THE ENTRANCE WAS REALLY DARK.
IT SERIOUSLY ANNOYED ME THE REST OF THE DAY:

I don't know what to write more. Seriously where did my inspiration went to
come back inspiration
aaaaaaaaaaaah

But anyway, to the person with the request: I'll try to finish it as soon as my dad has fixed my computer (which has Photoshop), since he just figured out it has a virus on it and now I'm just like fuuuuuuck. I'm seriously really really really sorry that I haven't finished it yet D:

Oh and btw I'm reading Homestuck, is that bad? Or good? OR BWAD?
But I'm going to stop writing now, because my mind is empty.

So yeah bye guys ~



P.S. I'm not sure if I'll be continueing with my oc Beasty, since I have "deleted" all of her history so actually she is a foal now. But the cutie mark, the coloring for the adult version and the sonic lightning (it'll be called like this from now on) stay.